Let it be
It was the Jan 2008, I felt a bit exhausted of my job. I decided to have breakthrough of my career, in other words, to get another one. Even though it was not a new idea, I had a similar thought last year. When my manager moved myself to test team, of course that was something I would not have expected to happen to me. I was the only one person moved to there for 1 month. Having no choice I had to accept such arrangement and extremely unwilling at the same time. My boss was never a man who had good project planning skills, let alone to take care of their employees. I started to hate this person as well as the company, why would they let such thing to happen. It seemed the managers were not interested on this and gladly to let it happened. I started looking for new jobs but things did not go well. I went to a new start-up house who does index trading, however, having only 1-2 relevant experience on my resume, they certainly were not amazed. I told myself unless I found something I interested, I would not change my job simply because I hate my boss and the company. In June 2007, I participated in a large scale exchange project, my role was a software tester, again!? Yes, it seemed it was the only skill that I had in their mind, and of course I did not enjoy it at all. It was boring and repetitive. I discussed to my line manager that I would like to change to a programming role and, again, they could not get the message. My mind was gradually changing, I was more willing to change to a job just for the sake of changing. I could not care less about what would be happened, it was inevitable to me. I could not wait any longer and leaving this company asap. I started looking for jobs again at the beginning of 2008, I don't want agency jobs, they are just bullocks. I would apply any jobs as long as it is not an agency job. I changed my mind and my level of expectation were low. There are simply no jobs match my skills. The technologies that I know are all yesterday's if not decades ago. We are still sticking to servlets and html.